Appearances

Someone wise once told me that, "No matter what a person says to you, if your spirit is saying something else regarding that issue, follow your insides."

I chose to believe what I was being told, the words, the promises, the prayers, and the actions.  I had my doubts, anxieties, and insecurities, but was told it was "me". 

Here I sit, devastated, and in unbelief, that I've been burned worse than I could have
imagined in my anxieties.   This is not to be believed, yet, I must accept it. 

I am baffled, flaberghasted, and shocked.   How does one turn himself around into
someone else in an instant?    Or was he never who he said he was?  Haval.