Viciousness piercing the Beloved of God,
all jealousies thrust forward into His Body.
The devil screaming for he knows he has
lost control he once had over lives.
The Father envelopes His children,
covers them in the pinion of His wings.
They are safe there, and only there.
We learn to walk in the footsteps of Jesus.
How can we know His suffering, if we
haven't experienced it ourselves?
Although, ours will never compare with His,
we are identifying with the road He traveled.
From Glory to Glory, the Father takes us.
We journey on, through this life, with much
sorrow, and with great Joy He promised,
if only we hide ourselves in Him. Selah.
When will I stop looking
for the one my heart longs for?
Sometimes I think it won't ever happen.
Has it already happenned?
Has it come and gone?
All I can do is look at you Lord
and trust you for my future.
Heart strings playing a song that is only for me.
Some things will never be shared, ever.
But my heart can feel the sweet sorrow of my
own love song.
What are the signs?
Thankfully, we can learn
from every situation.
Nothing need be wasted.
God has it covered.
Why fret? Walking the
narrow road, He'll bring
His surprises.
"Taste and see,
that the Lord is good!"
Fix your gaze upon Him,
and He will not dissapoint.
"In Him are treasures forevermore!"
Do we believe this? Are we
willing to wait? Can we trust Him
wholeheartedly? Selah.
Each one of decides where our boundary is,
what is our threshold. Heaven forbid, we
disrespect that in ourselves.
We all have the discernment of God within us,
and we need to use it. We need to heed it
and honor it.
Each one of decides how far we can go with
a behaviour exhibited by another in our lives.
No one can draw that line for us, only ourselves.
Selah.
A women's perogative is over the edge.
Bouncing from one extreme to the other.
Fear of love, in like a fierce wind, out
like a scared alley cat.
Can't keep this up, no balance.
How to settle in, and take hold?
Heart issues to be resolved.
Forcing a solution will backfire.
Why are we so afraid of our feelings?
What are we protecting? What do
we think will happen if let our guard down?
Maybe love can actually get through and penetrate?
When we will settle into the Father's love?
When will we let go and trust Him to catch us?
When are we going to get a grip and make a
solid decision to face this fear and move on?
The suffering of life, it wraps itself around you,
and feels as if it will never let go. Like an internal
bleeding, that seems as if it will never stop.
Sometimes we ask ourselves, if we can ever rightly
recover from such trauma's. Is there a way out?
Will the anguish continue forever? I think not.
The psalmist states, "weeping may endure for a
night, but joy comes in the morning." How many
times have I been there! Morning always comes.
This time, I need to mourn, so the morning can come.
Can you shake love? Can you get over love? Can
you kill love? Can you ignore love? Can you live with love?
The scriptures read, "The heart knows it's own bitterness".
No one knows your heart, what's truly living within,
they can only know their own. We cannot force the heart.
Process, is exactly that. It cannot be forced or manipulated.
It takes time, grieving, mourning, wailing, whatever is necessary
to overcome our pasts, and get to the other side. Selah.
It is so precious! It passes like the wind.
We sit, and we contemplate, which way
to go, and what to do, and all the while
life continues to move!
The bible states, our lives are just a vapor;
poof, and that's it, it's gone. With this
perspective in sight, shouldn't we "act"
more often? Why do we think we have forever?
In these experiences, and in this temporal world,
we do not. The relationships God has given to
us, is for this life, and we must "seize" these moments.
We ought not continue to take for granted our days.
It's true these present relationships can indeed have
an eternal effect, and we pray they will. God
loves us so very much, and wants our hearts to be
filled with Joy and Gladness! Can we let Him in?
Like the depths of quick sand offering no tension;
this imperfection is the last to go! It's resistence
is so deep that it is clearly not resolved in me.
Thank God for friends who call it for what it is.
The only One who can help to heal this in me,
is Him. He knows me from the beginning!
I will bring it before Him, and ask Him to heal
this in me, so that I can be set free. It comes
down to acceptance and knowing I am so loved by Him!
I am certainly a work in progress, and He
is patient with me. His Holy Spirit brings this
truth to my awareness, so that I may as HIm for my healing.
Selah.
We all desire to belong to someone.
Although, we do indeed belong to our God,
should we choose, we crave this sense of
belonging to another, to be fully known!
Patience is a "virtue" the bible states.
It is critical to be rooted somewhere, that
patience can grow, and each experience
can water it. Truly each one will transform us.
A new experience has taken root. Nothing
like the old. If my life, BECAUSE of where I
live, is 100% expedited, why shouldn't this be?
Can I live this out, and let my mind take a back sit?
We don't live out of our head, but out of our heart.
The bible states that, "out of the heart springs the
issues of life". I want to live out of my heart!
Each moment passes, and it will never come again.
"Seize the day" is such a well-known quote, and
is would be fitting here. Can I trust my God and
"not" try to control my heart? I cannot anyway.
Can I enjoy this relationship, and let God have full control?
Flying high to where the wind blows,
making sure to get full control.
Keeping Your will before me,
saying "no" to prohibited pasture.
What is in this lesson for me?
Don't turn my head from question marks.
That still soft voice of the spirit is forever
faithful. God, please help me to be.
Those far and few between battles that
make us squirm struggling to be obedient.
"Don't awaken love before it's time", fairest
Shumamite charges the daughters of Jerusalem.
There are times we are faced with a clear cut
distinction of serving in God's camp or the enemy's.
Though these occurences are not every day events,
when they come, we can truly understand self-denial.
It's a real stripping of self, and it's painful and
agonizing. But, when we remember our Saviour
sacrificed His life to the point of death for our
benefit, I know He understands my sorrow.
I know in my suffering, I can go deep into His
despair, and I am in good company. Although,
He is now risen and seated at the right hand of
the Father, I am never alone in my anguish. Selah.
Two extremes, bouncing from one to the other.
Complete opposites, where is my center?
Clarity is needed, fear to be reckoned with.
Peace will determine the awaited decision.
Torment of standing still, unable to choose.
Walking with my saviour is the obvious road.
He is the focus, all anxiety surrendered to His care.
With letting go comes the Joy of His sweet fellowship.
Necessity to continually lay this down at His feet.
Being vigilant to not allow anything to stand
between me and thee, for the psalmist says, "In His
right hand are pleasures forevermore."
I rejoice in knowing that there are heavenly arms
that I can run into. The Father is always waiting
for me to commune with Him. Yeshua is loving
me even when I have lost my way, quietly wooing me back.
The Three are always waiting patienty for me to take
refuge in the shelter of Daddy's wings. My brother Yeshua
is calling me back to Himself, and the Ruach Hakodesh is
breathing His breathe of life into me so I can live on for Abba's Glory
.
His blood cuts all ties, will we allow it?
If we seek after Him only, His will shall be done
for us, in Heaven as it is on earth.
If we are single-minded, what we need will
come to us on our journey towards God.
We don't have to worry about missing "it".
His will for us is to have ALL that He has purposed
for our lives. Although we may not understand
much of it along the way, He remains on the throne.
If we can be truly honest with ourselves, about
what is in our heart, we shall find our answer sooner.
He wants to help get there, and vunerability is key.
Dare to dream, dare to believe.
Is it possible to wipe the slate clean?
If we are changed, can't situations
change too?
Can't we make a promise to ourselves,
that we will not repeat our past?
We cannot remain on the fence in
indecision. Life moves on, so must we.
Fear equals death. There is no life there.
Are we afraid that God won't catch us?
He promised he would never leave us,
He always has my back, except for disobedience.
If I knowingly disobey His direction and guidance
for my life, and choose to go my way, He allows it.
But He turns his face, and waits for me to
come back to Him, and submit all to His counsel.
Thank you my God for this life you have so
lovingly bestowed upon me, let me always follow you!
