I've been pouring out and pouring out,
it's time to rest and receive from the Fountain of Life.
It is good to give, the ultimate of love,
but it cannot only be that. One must receive.
It is time to PAUSE. To take a "time-out"
and receive from the Master. In the rest, the author will speak.
It's been a struggle to get here, but I am here
and I will rest. Lord, come and bring me the refreshing I need.
Selah.
New days are here,
renewed hope and faith.
Possibilities are endless
if only we believe.
Cast a vision,
do not let it sink.
Keep it always before you,
and continue to move ahead.
We have the strength of the Master
leaning on him always,
listening and watching,
for our next command.
He is forever faithful,
as we give Him our "Yes."
He will do mighty things,
on the road to His victory!
The heart knows it's own adventure,
and the mind is an alien to it!
The longing of the heart which
makes no sense to the mind.
Acceptance is 'key' here,
but creates it's own challenge.
Prayer is the only answer
in times such as these.
Asking the Maker to reveal
His perfect plans in His time.
Selah.
It sneaks in when one is unawares.
There is no explanation for it.
One cannot understand how and when it happened.
One simply finds it there and is helpless to remove it.
LOVE
Sometimes, we must allow ourselves the sleep and the rest that we need.
Sometimes, it can feel as if we are sinking lower and lower into a black hole.
Sometimes, it's ok to go there because we are never alone in it, God is there.
Sometimes, it's necessary to go there so that we can come up again into Joy!
What do you do when you realize
you do not mean the same to someone
as they have meant to you?
You keep swallowing and swallowing
the pain and disappointment but it still
continues. We all have a threshold.
,
For someone like me it's very hard to
not pursue, initiate and fix. It's part of
who I've always been. I need to drop the ball.
You see when we do that, we really get clear
vision as to the desire of the other person.
Or maybe they're just used to us holding it together.
I don't feel honored, in fact I feel very much the opposite.
It's time to talk. They don't have to like what I have to say,
after all, they're only feelings, they're not facts.
My feelings represent my heart and that matters to God,
despite how it effects the other person. I don't live for their
acceptance and approval but for God's. He cares.
Father, please lead me to the right words and the right timing.
This is not an accusation but simply an expression of my feelings.
I thought we were each other's best friend, but I guess not.
