We all want to fall in love.
This longing is innate in us.
Wisdom and patience are required
so we do not make a wrong choice.
The waiting becomes difficult
as we long to be with someone.
Discretion and staying close to God are key.
Having faith and continuing to believe are critical.
Thank you Daddy that you have the man for me.
May I continue on the narrow ordained path
and trust that You will do it in your time.
I praise for "I am fearfully and wonderfully made."
It's in the battle that we overcome!
Acceptance is 'key!'
If we are willing to go under deep waters
so that our King can transform us, it shall be!
We are never alone,
for the Father, the Son, and the
Holy Spirit are like an umbilical cord
attached to us as we walk this earth.
We are simply passing through.
This carnal life is not the life of eternity.
We are in preparation for what shall be!
Let's get it right it now en route to Glory!
Love overtakes me and I feel broken again.
It comes like a flood as I feel so deeply.
It is surely in these times that I am reminded
Love is all that matters, period.
"We love because He first loved us."
We can take no credit for any of it.
We can either respond to God's love,
or push it away, and go off on our own.
He will never stop loving us because
He made us and longs for our hearts
to melded into His. He waits patiently
for us to come into His presence and be filled!
He is our only answer to happiness and peace.
There is no other way to Joy unspeakable.
"For it is His presence that there IS fullness of Joy."
This is our portion in the Land of the Living.
Going through the maze of life
always discovering new perspectives.
Deepening my understanding of the
complexities of this journey I am on.
What is He getting at in me?
My endurance and perseverance
has strengthened as I press on in Him.
New surprises every day I walk with Him.
Living here in my country I experience
a sense of expectancy and anticipation
full of excitement yet not knowing what?
I hide myself in His bosom of protection and Love.
New season of maturing is here.
Life is a process and nothing comes
before the appointed time.
Hence, "timing is everything."
I am happy to be at this place in my journey.
No longer blame-shifting my pain and discomfort
but able to remember to "keep the focus on me."
It's an awareness that seems to have arrived, thankfully.
Keeping in mind, that life was never meant to be easy,
helps me in digesting all that goes on in and around me.
It's what I can learn and gleam from each experience.
I am learning to go deeper into the "hidden treasures of darkness."
Floating through the waves of emotions
carried by a stream of thoughts,
ever so present to my reality,
but after swimming ashore I realize
I was simply 'swept up."
How embarrassing is this scenario;
I realize I trusted in what seemed safe
but simply moments of revealing,
no promise of consistency or heart truth,
only a mood or convenient opening.
Feeling exposed and wishing I could take it back
due to it falling totally flat. No reply causes this
feeling of over revealing and more lessons learnt.
Realizing it is simply the spirits over this city that
cause me to crave that which I don't need.
I am complete and full thriving in my home land
with the Father's hand of protection covering me.
I am finally home and content where I was always
intended to settle, with His faithfulness at my side.
It is a lie that I am not whole without another.
Moving through the manure of fears,
is like going from "Glory to Glory."
It is straining, heart pounding, and
extremely challenging, yet it surely
yields it's rewards. Afterwards, I feel
like I have gotten to the "finish line"
and a sigh of great relief comes!
It's called "growing into maturity."
Funny, "manure" and "mature" are '
only separated by one letter. One
has to move through the manure to
reach the mature. Such a revelation!
One wants to shout "Halleluyah"
when achieving success in breaking
through to the goal; in cutting the
chains that have bound. This
accomplishment offers encouragement
for future hope of more and more
maturity as I walk through the manure!
